sometimes i feel very lonely......lots of noises hit me at the same time but none reach me.
i can hear my inner voice,trying 2 get my attention.
i hv many ppl around me....friends,loved ones.....but they all,seem very distant.sometimes i can sense my frequency not matching with anybody else.

many times,some injustice...some blind rule following....some ''must do''norm...brings this phase.most often one of the loved ones is involved.i can fight the whole world..but how 2 fight ur friend or family?

inside the prison of silence,i long for the freedom of expression.my inner voice struggles 2 surface...but i force it further down my throat.if i speak up.....i get my freedom but at the expence of smiles of my friends n family......is my freedom of voice really worth it?

so i get very lonely.....fighting against my own self.everything around me remainsjust the same.......but peace of mind is gone.morning is same....freshness is lost.
most of the times i can successfully silence my protesting,inner voice.

 my voice is getting weaker day by day.it has no one 2 support it.......it's lonelier than i am.
i get scared that it will very soon forget how 2 protest.