i do believe in premonition.almost always i get a sinking feeling...way before the ship actually starts sinking.
the abt 2 sink ship being a relationship.
the debating issue is....whether this feeling brings on the sinking?coz THE SECRET tells me that whatever i think...shall be....
or do i really posses that special scorpio sixth sense that makes me feel things before they happen.....as LINDA GOODMAN tells me?
whatever the reason....everytime the feeling proves right.
so everytime i get this feeling....it brings on...beads of sweat on my forhead...a humangous pit in my stomach.....a dead weight on my chest...tremors in my movements....
many days following that feeling...are spent dreading that moment..when that ship will actually sink....
it wears me down...ages me by a decade...everytime.
its unbearable.....so much so that when the ship finally sinks......it actually brings a relief.
not all sinking ships kill me...but they leave me wet,alone...soaked 2 my bones...shivering...with the warmth of a relationship...deserting me.
but today...surprising me...the ship didnt sink.
yes,the wood was old n creaky....but it was solid n not rotten.
the ship was dependable n it took me safely thru the angry storm.
now the happiness is seeping through all the pores ...like sunshine after scary n lonely night.
i love u n always will...if i hvnt made u believe that...so far...then its entirely my fault.
ilack in expression but never doubt that i lack in emotion.
u n me cant avoid stormy nights but i am very glad n proud that we spent a very long time in building a very strong n reliable n eternal ship.